The name Luie.

So I don't really "love" or "like" my name, Teresa or "Terry."

I don't know why but, I love the name Luie. I prefer to be called that. Although, I doubt people will. Since, most of my friends in real life are use to calling me Teresa and Terry. But, if you could, please call me Luie. I'm begging you. D:

I plan on changing my name too Lunar when I turn 18. You're confused right? xD Well, Luie originated from my internet name Lunar. I don't like giving people my real info over the internet until I know that they are not a 64-year old pedofile. Lmfao! So, hopefully you're no longer confused. Baha.

Thanks for reading.

--Terry(or Luie)

12:43 am

Ugh;;

So, I'm probably going to rant about aimless shit in this blog. Or not. I don't know o.o.

I haven't heard my baby's voice in like years (or atleast it feels like that.) Dx I'muna die x.x

Bahah! so I told Shane off today xD
"Hello."
"Is Teresa avalible?"
"This is her."
(Mum's on the other line listening)
"Hi."
"Why are you calling me?"
"Because, I want to apologize."
"Do you really think I'm going to forgive you?"
"No, but.."
"No, Shane. Just like you told me to go fuck Blake, go fuck yurself. Goodbye."
-Hangs up-

Can you believe I actually did that? xD
No? You say?
Duude, I know me niether!
I guess I'm not weak. :D

But, enough about that fagget xD
Oh geezus, my summers been pretty lame. Alll thanks too my wonderful mother. She never let's me do anything. She's so over-protective. Bleh xP The only fun thing I did was go too Clark Lake with Lindsay Helen Davis (Lovers her epic bitch tit-ness xDD)
I'm hoping to have a sleep over soon, though. Hopefully..
Simona Austin hasn't been over in forever though. We really need to make new youtube vid's. Those vid's are sooo old xDD Like begining of the year old. O_O We only did it cause of our boredum.

I haven't been texting as much anymore. -.- Only cause Dani can't text people out of state. Why does she have to live in Canadia (Inside Joke xD)

Omg, gaiaonline is so friggin' annoying. Stupid homepage layouts -.-.. Evy and I spent like soo long trying to fgure out how to get layouts on our homepages funny shit right durrr. xD

Well, this is getting too long and I'm getting sleepy o.O So, it's thee end fer now ;]

--Terry(I'mSoPathetic...WHAAAAAAT!) o_o..

Matthew. Blake. Deaderick.

So you come into my life, kid-napping my heart, you stop talking to me, then you came back, and made me forgive you.

Blake, first I want to say I love you. Then I want too say, You sir, are perfectly ahmayzihn. I'm sure of it, this time. But, I feel like sucha bad girlfriend x_x How many months has it been 5? 6? 4? Eesh. I'm horrible. But, enough about me and more about Mr.Blake. :3

I love the way you make me feel. All, nervous, blushy and knotted-up. But, I hate how I'm not able to fell the warmth of your embrace or the softness of your lips. Or anything else. You don't know how many times I'll make a wish at 11:11 or wish on a dandelion, just so I can meet you in person one day.

But, yeah. o_o

And, your voice. Ohmygeezus, it's like a lullaby that I could listen to forever<3

Every time I wake up in the morning, the first thing I think about is You. Most of the time I'm thinking about you. Although, I don't get too dream about you as much as I want. o.o

Baby, I don't ever want this relationship to go to waste. I want you as long as possible.

I'm going to say this again and again so you'll never forget I fucking love you, Blake.

--Terry

Yeah, you're sorry.

Lmfao! So, you really think I'm going to forgive your ass?
That's a joke.
Actually, you're the joke.
I hate your guts.
Stop calling me.
No, I will NEVER forgive you.
You're pathetic, get a life.
I'm done with you.

--Terry

Is this farewell?

Your eyes are see through. \
I can see what's swirling around in your mind.
The questions you ponder.
"Where was I last night."
"What did I do."
I know exactly what you did.
I was there.
I'm always there.
But, have you a clue?
No.
I'm invisible to you.
If you only gave the chance to believe.
You'd see me.
The one.
The only one, to care so much about you.
But, you choose to live your life, as a stranger.
I don't care anymore.
I'll leave you be.
Farewell, Stranger.


So this is just a poem I made from random. Hope you like :D

--Terry

How Stupid Was I?

BAHAH! My past makes me laugh.

-"I'm Gothic."
-I wear ponies on pink shirts.
-I wear pink stripped payless sneakers.
-My user name is "666emoprincess66613"
-I wear no make-up.
-I have bushy eyebrows.
-My nickname becomes "Bitchy Brows"
-I'm called a poser.
-I stop being friends with the best person in the world.
-My ex-best friend boyfriend flirts with me.
-I didn't know what cum, semen, jizz, boners, erections, and clitoris were.
-I only new one band; "Linkin Park"
-I was joyful and smiley.
-My favorite colour was pink.
-"Mommy, I'm Gothic."
-Didn't know what random was.
-Wore skinny jeans.
-Knew more bands.
-Put pictures up of beautiful "scene and emo" girls on my profile and said they were me.
-Called myself emo.
-Scratched my wrist with notebook wire.
-Got called a poser.
-Was in love with "Austin Hicks"
-Eyeshadow and Mascara!
-Favorite colour's Teal.
-Put peanut butter colour highlites in my hair.
-Was told a guy name "Jake" liked me.
-Went too new jersey.
-Dyed my hair black with pink and purple hightlites in my bangs.
-It faded.
-Met Jake.
-Dated Jake.
-Wore eyeliner for the first time.
-Made mistakes.
-Had regrets.
-Wore only Eyeliner.
-Wore more skinny jeans and tight tees.
-Dyed my hair black.
-Got a razor cut.
-Attempted to tease my hair.
-Failed at it.
-Started fighting with Jake.
-Wanted to break up with him.
-Went to fair.
-Threw up.
-Dyed my hair blonde and black.
-Broke up with Jake.
-Started to cut deeper.
-Got a cell phone.
-Got caught talking dirty to an 18-year old.
-Was told I could never speak too him again.
-Cried my eyes out fer a month.
-Wore eyeliner, eyeshadow, and mascara.
-Teased my hair better.
-Attempted too bleach it.
-Hair burned.
-Dyed it black.
-Dated Ryan
-Broke up with him.
-Dated Shane.
-Dyed it red.
-Shane broke up with me.
-Wore better and tighter clothes.
-Bought Band tees
-Got hooked too Asking Alexanderia
-Gained weight.

Well my life is pretty pathetic so theres no need fer you to be interested in it.
KthnxBye

-Terry

Lucky.

Did you know how lucky you were,

To have me in your arms. To have my heart.
You had me, and you've lost me.
I'm over you.
There's others that would appreciate my love.
You immature, fag-get-ass, man-whore, ass hole.

I should have listened when I heard that you're an ass hole. A heartless, mindless, self-fish brat, let's add.

--Terry

I can't get over him.

So, I thought I could never get over you..

I did.

I'm not weak.

--Terry